…………..I always wanted you; but I never told you I dated your best friend. I love him but I never forgot that look in your eyes that night when I had a little to much. He continued to party and you dropped everything to nurse me back to health, you and I analyze everything..the rest of our friends our numb to the world but after we admitted this all out loud we could never speak again. Or so it seems but I am still hear wondering what if I would have chose you? What if it was never your best friend. guys come and go in my world but you left me wondering; what if?